December 2009
9 posts
Fuck relationships
I just want my friends.. :/
I feel
unwanted, lonely, sad, forgotten, worried, empty, useless, low, confused, ignored, hopeless… Not good. I hate feeling like this. I hate letting a guy make me feel like this. I need to stop overthinking, stop worrying, stop caring so much, just stop. I get way too invested, put all my feelings on the line and end up getting fucked over. But then again this could just be me overthinking it...
Long day..
But a real self-esteem booster. Got a lot of compliments on my hair, shoes, and my outfit as a whole. Like when I went to go babysit and as soon as I walk in the door the 2 year old came up to me and said, “You look very pretty”. It was the sweetest thing ever. :)
Exhausted
Done with Clark classes. Just have 4 finals next week, have to write a 5 page paper, do a timeline, a 500 word paper, do some make up work, and study, study, study. I’m excited for this all to just be over.